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Th¡s Tuesday and Wednesday, full of bad th¡ngs happened to me at school and even at home. Las Tuesday, Theresa has still some angr¡ness to me, "h¡nanak¡t" because of what I've done last t¡me ¡n our Analyt¡cal Geometry class. I looked at her things w¡thout any permiss¡on and even she and her best friend had m¡sunderstand¡ngs because of me. And at home, I can't st¡ll commun¡cate with¡n our house w¡th out any reasons. Then th¡s day, when I got home, I'm very happy and enjoy¡ng and when I asked about the "NSO", she said that she will just send an e-mail and tell that pass it on Monday, but the deadl¡ne ¡s on Fr¡day. And if I can't pass all the requ¡rements ¡ncluding the NSO, I can't jo¡n the Intramurals. ...This Thursday, really BAD THING happened to me. When Joan and I went to the canteen, "they" caught us.And my I.D., he saw it, so he got my I.D. It had been my 3rd picture to pass and all were rejected,Then during our recess time in the afternoon, I saw him" and I passsed the 4th picture, and it was still rejected... Whoa, and about Theresa, another thing made her angry to me even more. And one last wrong thing, she will not forgive me.

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"...I'm awake in the infinite cold"

† 0nLy h0pe †

"...and I lift my hands and pray, to be only yours.". "...I give you my destiny, I'm giving you all of me, I want your symphony singing in all that I am. At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back...". Now, I've been waiting for all of the shows of Regine Angeles, \whahaha/. And the whole cast of My Girl. This week, many things just seem to happen and if it wasn't for all of my carelessness, it won't happen. Just like what happen to me and Theia. She got angry to me because of my curiousness and being "pakialamero". Because I should have not get and even look at her private notebooks. Now, I feel so alone again. Just like yesterday, while we are in bed, I separated and apart with them. Even me, I don't know the reason why I am doing that. I just did it, who cares? And Charmaine and I are having some problems with each other and not talking that much because I meet new friends and leave the old ones. And that is being unfair. Just like Micah, Mafi, Joy, Zab, Geneilee and Chrisna. And because of being too much joker, I don't even noticed that I already hurt somebody and make them feel sad. I can't explain myself now and every actions are done unplanned.

† Your the Inspiration †

Many seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years had passed and in that thirteen years of being with my mother,I can say that she is my inspiration. There are a lot of things that made me think that she is my one and only inspiration. She never give up until any thing that she had started was completed.I think she had put it in her mind the saying "never give up" and "try and try until you succeed". Another thing, she had a respect to one person even if she is older or younger in that very person. It's one of the best qualities that I liked. She never step on one person and she also keeps her feet on the ground.

She keeps on telling me that "anak, wag matigas ang ulo, sumunod lagi sa akin, dahil ito ay para din sa ikabubuti nyo..". She keeps on repeating it but still, we , we ain't listening to it. We still disobey the rules and her. But sometimes, I'm "nakokonsensya" because she is doing every thing for us and we're just disobeying her. But she keeps on loving us because she's our mother, our inspiration...